"A friend to all is a friend to none."
I think I know why I find it next to impossible to fully enjoy the fruits of emotion for me. Whenever I'm moderately happy, I keep looking for reasons not to be so...that it diluted my positivity to the point where sadness and happiness are alike. I've tried to be "friends" with all kinds of emotions, that I end up numbing myself.
So, I'm gonna try to live a bit more. How's that for positivity?
"I think people appreciate a songwriter who shows different sides. The whole angst thing is cool, but if thats all you've got, its just boring. Everything I write, whether its happy or sad, has a sense of humor to it."